July 2011
there’s nothing worse than getting what you want and then getting it snatched back a short time after. you knew how it would look, you understood what you were doing, yet you somehow don’t want it anymore. i get that you are from a different culture where dating is basically unacceptable but you’ve been americanized and i don’t feel like i should have to be hidden. it makes...
yaba
slept in until one.
played with baby kiah.
free queso day with my best friend.
changed relationship status.
feelin’ good.
at work.
nap time.
<3
birthday
i had those most amazingly messed up day with my baby yesterday. we stood out like sore thumbs in the stores while we got subs. we arrived at the ranch and attempted to ride the mighty steed chichon who we renamed big balls. he walked me around the course and i jumped off as fast as possible. we lathered up in a cold shower after sweating profusely in the hot sun. he left for work and i slept and...
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requiemforadreamer-:
and I cannot lie.
manana
tomorrow can either go horribly wrong or beautifully right. today on the phone i almost cried a smidge because you told me to tell people you were my friend. thank god that was a joke. you promised me you haven’t been with anyone without me asking and i believe you. i cannot wait until you get here tomorrow just so i can see you and feel you. that part will go fine no matter what. it’s...
dying inside
everything seems smooth, balanced, acceptable. i smile thinking of you, which is often. all it takes is one little comment from the peanut gallery to flip the switch inside of my head that goes from confident to doubtful. a kid last night asked if my boyfriend still had that girlfriend and he wasn’t referring to me. its possible that he just has no idea what he’s talking about or...
had an amazing weekend. i couldn’t wait to give my best friend her present that i spent so much time making; a large scrapbook filled with evidence of all the good times we’ve had over the past three years. she has been there for some of my favorite nights, my best days, my lowest lows. i felt the need to show a little appreciation for the friend she is to me.
i miss my habibi. i...
