November 2010
premonition
in these past few days, i have forseen my future. it involves three girls. i laugh to the point of cramps when i am with them. whether we are singing a silly song or gossiping or taking a million of the same photo at a hectic football game, i am happy. i feel as though i’ve never been so sure of something in my life. i want to live with these three so badly and wreak havoc all over...
tik
i have nothing better to do but count the seconds as they pass. sitting in this lonely office on sundays only depresses me. i feel useless and i only think of what i wish i was doing, which i consider a waste. no one comes in and if that rare individual does decide to step into this hell, they only make it more hellish with complaints. sometimes i ask myself should i really quit this job. and then...
the only people for me are the mad ones. the ones who are mad to love, mad to talk, mad to be saved; the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow Roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.
Jake Kerouac
i’ve decided i only want outrageously ridiculous people in my life. i don’t want to spend my time bored, without...
cravings
my desire for you is flaring. i want to taste your sweet tongue carressing mine; to feel your hot breath against my face; to feel your hands on my entire body. i ache to hold you and be held by you; to whisper your name for only us to hear; to block out the world with a blanket and nothing more. i lust after you in our time apart. the thing i hunger for most is your lips and the way they fit into...
theworldwasonfire.
noonecouldsavemebutyou.
strangewhatdesirewillmakefoolishpeopledo.
ineverdreamedidmeetsomebodylikeyou
andineverdreamedidlosesomebodylikeyou.
noididntwanttofallinlove.withyou.
whatawickedgameyouplaytomakemefeelthisway.
whatawickedthingtodomakemedreamofyou.
whatawickedthingtosayneverfeltthisway.
whatawickedthingtodomakemedreamofyou.
theworldwasonfire.
